e. The
Kusali’s Accumulation
The word kusali
means “beggar”. Hermits and renunciates who lack any other possessions make offerings of their own bodies. We
cherish our bodies more than any of our other belongings, so the benefits of making them into an offering are also greater.
As it is said:
Offering your
horse or elephant is worth hundreds of other offerings;
Offering your
child or spouse is worth thousands;
Offering your
own body is worth hundreds of thousands.
Jetsün Milarepa
described the meaning of the syllable Phat as follows:
The outer Phat
gathers together thoughts that are scattered.
The inner Phat
clears away the dullness of awareness.
The ultimate
Phat is resting in the natural condition.
By abandoning
all thoughts of self-grasping and attachment to this body held so dear, the demonic forces of seduction through
desire (the “Mara of the Son of the Gods”) are destroyed. Your consciousness
becomes a sphere of light, which shoots out through the 'aperture of Brahma' at the crown of your head into
all-pervading space. Immediately, in order to destroy the demonic force of death (the 'Mara of the
Lord of Death') your consciousness transforms into Tröma Nakmo, holding a hooked knife in her right hand and a skull-cup in
her left, and with a sow’s head protruding from behind her right ear.
With her right
hand she uses the hooked knife that symbolizes destruction of the demonic forces of conflicting emotions
(the 'Mara of Disturbing Emotions') to slice the top off your corpse’s skull, destroying
the demonic forces of the aggregates of ego (the 'Mara of the Skandhas'). Her left hand holds the
skull-cup to carry out her activity, which she places on the hearth of three human heads inwardly
representing the three kayas, each as big as Mount Meru. The skull-cup is placed so that the brow is facing
towards you and then the corpse, now an offering as vast as a billion worlds, is placed inside
it with the hooked knife in her right hand.
Below the skull-cup,
the fire of wisdom blazes up from the stroke of a letter A and this causes nectar to melt
and drip from the upside-down white syllable HAM above. Consider that any impurities are purified
through OM, the offering is multiplied through AH, and transformed through HUNG into great
clouds of 'space-treasury' offerings with the essential nature of wisdom nectar, but manifesting as whatever beings desire.
Recite OM
AH HUNG as many times as you can.
Then visualize
the field of merit as it appears in the refuge practice, surrounded by all the beings of the six classes, especially those
beings that cause you harm. From your heart, emanate countless offering goddesses. Immaculate nectar is the white feast offered
by the offering goddesses to the guests above, pleasing and satisfying them. Inconceivable offering substances manifest out
of the steam that rises from the boiling nectar: the five offerings such as flowers, the five sensual pleasures such as visible
forms, the eight auspicious symbols, the seven emblems of royalty and the five meats and five nectars. This is the variegated
feast, and offering it pleases the guests, whereby the two accumulations of merit
and wisdom are accumulated and, as the attainment of the supreme siddhi, your mind is perfected
in the two types of bodhichitta. You also attain the ordinary accomplishments of long life, increased merit
and so on.
For
the guests below—the beings of the six classes of samsara—the dakinis take the nectar
from the skull-cup and scatter it so that it falls from the sky like rain. Consider that all sentient beings receive some
of the nectar to drink and are satisfied. As the variegated feast, consider that whatever the beings of the six classes desire
rains down on them and through this they are pleased and satisfied. The creditors to whom
you owe karmic debts that shorten your life because you have killed, that plague you with sickness because you have attacked
and beaten others, and that make you poor because you have stolen, receive whatever they desire: food, clothes, houses, land
and so on. As they enjoy these offerings, consider that all your debts are repaid.
In particular,
think of the jungpo demons of the eighty thousand classes, who create obstacles for you and cause
harm to sentient beings, together with the lame, the blind, the deaf and the mute, who gather in the hope
of receiving the leftovers. To all the harmful influences and obstructing forces that crave flesh and blood, dedicate a mountain
of flesh, an ocean of blood and a mass of bones piled up like the banks of a river, imagining it all to be like the flesh
and blood of a seventh-birth brahmin[i]. Consider that it satisfies them physically and they develop the attitude of
bodhichitta in their minds. Then the remaining guests all receive and enjoy whatever they desire, such as food or clothing.
The lame receive the limbs of miraculous powers. The blind obtain the eyes of wisdom. The deaf hear immaculate sounds. The
mute receive the tongue of intelligence and so on. In this way, all those who are weak and underprivileged are satisfied.
Through the
merit and virtue of this, all illnesses that plague the body, all conflicting emotions that disturb the mind,
and all destructive influences and obstacles are pacified into all-pervading space. Harmful circumstances
that conflict with the Dharma, all selfish clinging to wealth and possessions, and thoughts of self-grasping
are exploded.
Finally,
the offering of the body and the mind that offers, together with all the guests
to whom the offerings are made, dissolve into the nature of Dzogpachenpo, the fundamental nature of your
mind, in which they are no longer clung to as being true, but seen as illusory and dream-like. This is the state of shunyata.
Resting in this great simplicity, seal the practice into the dharmadhatu sphere of intrinsic reality with
the syllable AH.
Unless you exert
yourself in gathering the accumulations and purifying your obscurations through practices such as this, meditative experience
and realization will never arise.
The Treasury
of Songs of Realization (Dohas) says:
Ultimate co-emergent
wisdom can only come,
From gathering
the accumulations and purifying obscurations,
And through
the blessings of a realized master.
It would be
foolish to rely on any other method.
[i]
Seventh birth brahmins are bodhisattvas who have taken birth as brahmins seven successive times, in order that they may benefit
beings. Their flesh, bones, hair, nails and so on are said to be especially pure, and if consumed can lead to the attainment
of rainbow body.